I wish you were here....................

....Once a month, girls might feel this way....

That night, when I saw Thah and Frank were texting their bfs', consciously and intentionally I grabbed my phone from my bag. Typed a few words on the screen and with a solid hope I send it to him (even i knew "maritex"-a system in Japan did caused this problem for about 2weeks) noooo! FAILED!!
That night, I slept in my lonely mind..with a tumbled-down feeling...
...I was sleeping but my sleep is half awake...
...I prayed for this heart not to be sad...
The next day, I tried to sign in my YM..4about an hour I have to wait, but it was still not connected...Felt it's like to rolling down through my cheek but a small voice was telling me i shouldn't...But it was just for a few seconds, the voices had deserted and faded away from me...I began to cry...Cried and cried..Cried like the rain is pouring down..like I was swimming in an ocean all alone...ups and down...highs and lows...Nothing and no one could heal my sadness...
Felt like I narrowed to a calmness when I can call him with YM...His voice such walked into my life to stop my tears and disappeared as I can tell him how hard I faced to contact him...I slowly began to stop crying...His joke always drifted my sadness away...
Sometimes..all the miles that separated us make me weary...
BUT
***the time we spent apart make our love grow stronger***
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GOD..make us strong with our relationship---waiting for 6march;( ---