another little story

Hi and assalamualaikum

As like usual, once this blog is updated meaning that im on leave;) i do love my off day, where i spend my time doing all the cleaning, cooking and eating, where i rest all my body from all the nagging from customer, but thats job, thats is life, working become tougher all this while, yet im improving, and i learned a lot from customer itself, because we did learn things from the things around right. Ok, i miss my home, mum, dad, sister, and both my little sister and brother, my kampung, all the food in Kelantan, my anak buah which now tuns out as an ultraman as well,p, which i really cant wait for April. Most i deeply miss is the journey back to Kelantan! Yet  im in whole worried with my annual leave because seems like we will be rescheduling based on a different system, huuu..sobbs After a very sad news from kpm regarding our posting, it took quite a time for me to heal with that result, but i know God had a beautiful plan ahead for me, then i work with a sincerity in digi because i know God know the best for me. Now, i promised myself, never feel ungrateful with what we have now. Anddddd, my man will be back to Malaysia from Japan, and all the menus and mini party was literally planned by me now, hahaa..be strong sayang, just another 9days to go, i know you are much strong, after 5years the longest distance has been officially recording between us, now you will be back;) all the worried and sadness will be paid for our restless journey;)

-pictures re-uploaded from my instagram album-

banana and mango cuts for breakfast (until my little bro as me to cut him same like once i back to Klate;p)

baby bath time! at this time my baby was vibrating because i was kpop-ing with my baby ;p

another lovely skirt from mummy;)

having my ice-cream by dolling her up with every single thing left in the fridge;)

bess gilss wore this big skirt and big blouse okehh! haa,,thu pn;p

Sweet Sticky Glutinous Rice with mango aka Pulot Paoh! 

print on print, that day was feeling like combining the flowers, polka dots and stripes print together btw, thats    my favourite kain ever, sooo wearable;)

Many at the office said that im gorgeous this day. Meaning that this pastel stripes kurung made us look that way, thanks Uncle Yeoh;)

Having ice-cream with fruits is much much fun okeh!;)

pasar time;)

another reason for me to adore him more-The Last Song

shhh, im having a silent reader from Pasir Mas now reading this little blog!;p btw, i adore u much my silent reader! ily;)

story of icey and therapy

Up to this time, its my third time having bath, outside is soo hot not like yesterday or the day before yesterday. After showered, i took something very icey out from the fridge, ice cream potong cendol flavour which i bought last from speedmart next to my house. i eat a lot now, i eat what i want to eat especially ice-cream. I filled in the fridge with different flavours of ice-cream after i back from work. I cant really have something icey because i will go headache, but i pretend that i will not get that because i love its sweet taste. i heart my off day, this morning i woke up at 8.15am quickly took my shower because since last two night i wanted my baby to be having her bath, then i went to the kitchen stir some indocafe+creamer to get some energy before i start baby bathing my little baby (because i knew i would entirely get tired bathing her). But my rush steps seems meaningless after i saw and kelt the heat of the sunshine started heating me and yuki, so just went on with my plan, i played fly fm all out loud cause i knew everyone is working unless their maid whom will listen to the noise i created which i think they don't have any rights to scold me..i instagraming one picture of mine with my baby before her bath, yayy! that's a new fun i do love now to post all my babbling pictures which mostly posted on my same rotating pictures which are whatever i cooked, wore and had!;p instagram is a fun invention i guess;)

here are some of the photos from my instagram;)

cause i believe taking pictures is a good therapy;)

**i am thinking of mango with sweet sticky glutinous rice for the next pic, maybe should be postponed next week!;p

little things brought endless happiness

Hi and assalamualaikum..  We are on February now guys, time has been driven so fast to others but i am waiting for another 55days;) I am now doing everything good, everything around that i love, my yuki, cooking and hangout with my girl friends, and tonight just out with Jaa having our tea talk, taking about everything seems to be a good conversation about life, love and our future marriage, Jaa soon to get married this coming end of the year and we had shared that life after marriage with husband is a life which we should be worried of because that life is about sharing and saving actually. The thoughts of life after marriage is a burden should be taken out away from our thought.

I am and i was happy all this while;) Even the smallest thing around me would make me even happier, i love to see my baby yuki turns out pure in white once i give her a bath, adding on strawberry and peach air-freshener inside, having a pink brush for my yuki...all those thing were enough to let me knowing that im having friends;) God always kind to us, gift us all the happiness through so many ways. And girls! i love cooking even everything i cooked, carrots will be the must have ingredients in every of my menu, i love spending my time in the kitchen even i just cooked to myself and cooked almost the same menu every day, i love to put my food in my new hello kitty box, love having my spaghetti in a small plastic bowl, put the food nicely and snapped some pictures of them, i love having my tea with a mcdonald's porridge spoon, i like the idea of sipping through the hot tea o using that spoon, i felt release and refreshing by doing so. Ya Allah, thank you, even i don't have different big gifts or various rewards i felt happy in life.

Yes, i know i am not good with current issue, but i did spend my daytime browsing through the headlines at the pantry, i am also not good with sports, which only knew chong wei for badminton sport, i am also not so good in politics, but i did take note how politics cause a big quarrel among Malaysians, and i did not know much about the Hollywood celebrities, whose get the Oscar Award...i knew nothing of them...i only know things around me...things that shown my thankful and  grateful to this earth of Allah

And, i love instagram atmost now! even once i wake up every moring, thats what i do first, rolling my phone screen ups and downs instagraming the pictures of food, girls, hijab, andddd pregnant ladies! i love my life!! Thank you Allah;)

and...! i love my biological alarm alert too! ;) love you ir;)

Sewing-kit project!

Salam...Happy third of January everyone;) Have all of you guys setting up all of your new resolutions or planning on something which would groom you as a better person somehow;) and me, yet, did not specifically list what and how i want things to be like for this year, yet i hope the details of my past in 2012 would give a voice for me to be a better person for this year;) Even resolutions weren't be listed properly i had decided to learn SEWING! InsyaAllah;) since i don't want to zerorise my sewing skill, even i have none actually;p, but mummy told me that i was so keen into sewing when i was a kid, i dolled up my only one doll gifted from my dad by sewing my doll several pieces of clothes and skirt to kept her look good. It is a wonder to my mum why i start to loose my interest in sewing which i once loved before. On about last 3weeks, as i back to Kelantan with an intention to bring my baby Yuki meet all of her Tok Bah, Nenek and Tok Ayah (Yuki is my ride ok!, hihii), i learnt on how to sew!;) even i just sewed something just like outer wear which would be a good step for me to learn how to sew into details;)

My first piece of my sewing-kit project;)

Jalan TAR with ummi and young lecturer Miss Eppo!;)

Miss you my little sista! You are even matured than me! and she even always my  baju advisor before going out;)

I love this paisley piece too! bought the kain just for rm2 and sew then become a long shawl, love it;)
mummy came over to subang last week, i love you mum;) you are a perfect housewife, whom good in planning husband's money, wanna be a good housewife and a wise mum like you;) 
And, heart another piece from Jalan Tar, love its colour and pattern, which initially was found by ummi, i tell you she's even good that me in choosing things to be right;)

Oh yes, if those who had dropped by my blog, i kept telling and sharing with you about all my cheap and cheapest outfit i had grabbed or bought somewhere and somehow, because i love to look good same like what most girls do (and i am not sure till when it will be ended). i never asked money from my parents to have my stack of clothes, so, i economically plan my money to the things that i love to;)

I hope that my little effort sewing that simple outer wear would grow my comprehension on the art of sewing which woman should know with;) and with this new hope i would see this thing which previously gave me no pleasure with would turns out on something that can be amended into a business (which already been proposed to my bestie! Miss Eppo;) pray that He will ease my wish, hope, intention for this year, ameen -Ya Allah Ya Rabbi-
Someone ask me to put his pic in my blog tonight, though for the first time, hihii..He will be going out for snowboard tomorrow morning which would be the last time for him to play with the snow in Japan before he come back for good! Happy Snowboarding my boy!;) -ily-

Happy New Year 2013!

Happy New Year everyone! May Allah s.w.t grant us with all His bless ;) Hope this 2013 would be a refreshing year for us to start or set up our new hope. Lots of pray to Him because he could and would make lot of difference to everyone. 

coming back

Salam everyone;) Since, it has been a long nothing was being updated here, the feeling of sharing and writing is growing stronger;p Life has been so busy as i am now work even harder just to achieve something to be soon there much sooner than i wish;)

Last three days, i am on off actually but planned to work as i hope i could earn extra money for what i always wish and wished, i worked on night shift 8pm till 3am, rains dropped heavily outside and that  last three nights driving seems to be my most tough driving because nothing could be seen just both lights from every vehicle on the road, and me kept saying His name and prayed he would easiest my leave to the office, i nearly broke into tears, not because i sad, not because i was tired, but because He had choose me to also feel the hardness in looking for rezeki;) 

And my days full of its comings and goings, with change coming slowly, Naufal is growing handsomely, Guo is turning thinner;p , mum and dad are going older yet getting romantic and pampered each other, akok is remaining funny, ummi is having 8a's, abe lie is still struggling his ever wish to be richer, haha fikri is busy keeping flirting in her campus;p and...him...is and will always be my ever boy and my ever man, sharing all of his new religious learning from youtube with me, mybe a man with kopiah doesn't suits me, perhaps a rocker like you would softened my resistance somehow;) i am touched with all your cares and times taking care of me even the longest distance is still recorded on between us...ily;)

Lastly, not to forget, liya, yaya, nurah whom three-must-people that i will talk on phone for one and a half hours get updates regarding our academic and posting, thanks guys for keeping me updates:) and these girls are also my source of inspirations which always remind and be my economics all this while!;D

i initially planned this to be written in English because it's a wish to overhaul my sick grammar and English but finally they are even getting critical ;p hahaaaa  

random lagi;p

Assalamualaikum! Hari ni meh tengok ape yang dah dibuat dalam tempoh seminggu ni, inilah mainan-mainan dalam hidupku sepanjang minggu ni! 

nasi goreng merah+daging kicap

mandikan baby yuki!

yogurt dan susu;)

carbonara dan spaghetti;D

baju mak saya jahit!;)

sebelum pegi keje...suke baju ni! i love u mok!;)

abang cakap macam mr bean! hee

Alhamdulillah, baru je selesai isi dan kemaskini form kt website spp untuk posting. Isi form dengan penuh harapan, dah lama berangan nak jadi cikgu sekolah;) Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku ampunkanlah dosa hambaMu yang sangat kerdil dan lemah ini, Kau berkatilah perjalanan hidupku ini, pekerjaanku sekarang dan bukakanlah pintu rezeki kepada hambaMu ini, permudahkanlah segala urusanku, jauhkanlah aku daripada melakukan perkara yang dimurkaiMu Ya Allah...;'(

Allah s.w.t. tidak pernah sedetik pun melupakan hamba-hambaNya ;)

from meat to meatballs

Assalamualaikum. Salam everyone and Happy EidulAdha to all. And while everyone at hometown enjoying the daging qurban, i was working here. But it is so much fun when we had received all the great wishes from customer. Love you lah! haha...

I enjoy my work!

And, after work, i had planned a girl date out with my best friend forever, miss eppoo! We try to change the tradition, ate meat on EidulAdha from qurban meat to meatballs at IKEA! sounds modern right, muahaha..We had our coffee and pillow talk the entire night, love you lah eppo! And then i realized actually we had know each other almost for 12years, alhamdulillah for this friendship you gave us Ya Allah.

Enjoy chitchatting with you!

Next plan with Miss Eppo: Karoake! ahahaha;D