InDiE walk in KL...

What an upbeat feeling i have for my weekend!!! There's nothing much could be read here, just some uploaded pictures could be browsed!

MY 1ST DAY~why he is so ashamed?..omaigod..i'm not flirting him;D~
~hungry face~**x-pc reunion**

**x-pt reunion**

MY 2ND DAY

---indie pace---ignoring each other;p...she's slurping...

~ngeeeeee~

how 2 use this haa?

-mesmerize kaa?indie walk crew~~

i'm laying, he's snapping

~trios stalker~

ok..ready..1,2,3.."saya lpar laa..jp g mkn ek?"-girl under the umbrella

MY 3RD DAY-saya & dia-Rosha IndieIndie RoshaTenz 4dis Indie Rosha..love+++..;D
thumbs up to our "camera man" -celok!!!

After having 3days "indie walk in KL" turning back to my assignments and test..huhu
so lazy laa;D

what a hectic life i ever had..

~~hmmm~~

Having a very hectic schedule this week..oppss..not only for this week actually, starting from the beginning of the semester until now...huuuuhh

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...Every single day was packed with plan and schedule...
Sometimes i got dizzy and felt my body was jiggling as i woke up every morning..if there is a spark of upbeat feeling left in my grasp, i'll hold it both with my hand..
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Doing assignments in group sometimes did etched a srunchy inside my heart..
Sometimes, i was muttering about their irresponsible action throughout our assignment..but..i knew i shouldn't..a sincerity needed in doing any job rite...huhuu
Students will not be able to evolve themselves if they haven't an intention to evolve themselves..
the time melts into nothing and nothing's changed..

CAR WASH for MGM 3180Ouchh...everybody tried to show their retarded pose..haha
Today is the last day we were having car wash..Yes, this did give unrejoicing feeling inside
1. pasting all the posters
2. distributing all the flyers
3. washing all the cars
Deep down, i knew everyone was having an overwhelming buoyant feeling as they entered into their new shiny and fragrance car(as we've sprayed a lavender perfume inside the cars)

Thumbs up to Cuci-Cuci Services' Crew !

...I have a pretty eventful weekend planned up...
***brimming with desires***~a kind of half sick pose~

Hope no more pressures waiting for me in completing all of my task!!

Theater again..BERNARDA ALBA!!!

BERNARDA ALBA

...A powerful matriarch who imposes a strict rule on her five daughters...
"Not a breath of outside air is going to enter this house. It's going to feel like we've bricked up the doors and windows"....

...with their portrait....

am i in holand?..;D

Handling a trip, bring my course mate to watch theater as was asked by DR. Rosli did make me weary..

going up and down, in and out BHEP block everyday
entering the TNC's room after class
waiting for the DEAN to get his signature
calling KLpac 4 hundred of times
working so hard every night and day, had paid me back
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a satisfaction was etched in my heart when
everything walked like what i've plan
everyone was eager and mesmerized with KLPac
~~their happiness was dancing at the edge of their heart~~

=holding the ticket..got 10% discount=

better u say she's looking gud in dis pic...hahaha

Hope BERNARDA ALBA make you feel the taste of life
and permeating through your vein..;D

holiday oh holiday!!!

huhuhuhuuu
going back to my kg!!! funnnnn wooo!!!!

We departed from kl at 4a.m (nseb bek ak ade, kjut abg ak tdo spruh mati..hak3)

Stop at Kelulut-Rosha Indie mngidam nk mkn kpok tgnu..ahakss

Some people may will spend their money and time vacationing in somewhere luxurious interesting place..but for me..as usual..when holiday's come..shaking my legs..relaxing all of mine at my home..
bak kate org,rmahku syurgaku..hehe

That's no trifle to say actually
.......but.......
Let's have a look, what i have done in my sweet, sweeter and sweetest holiday!!! ~~ngeeee

~~~opppss..all of my babies~~~

washing and hanging all of them..(skit tlinga kne kepit seko2=p)

Haiqal+Tok Bah-who is the "sifu" actually?..haishh

**sending umi to hostel**

...To my little sista...
find your ceaseless joy there
and resist ur mournful feeling

(even i knew sms tengku faris petra have a very tough rule!)

no more homesick oke! =)
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still in progress finishing all of my assignments..huhu
...Hope i still have time to finish it and would return merrily to UPM tomorrow nite...

...dari meja pengarang...

...dari satu sudut meja pengarang...

As we've got so many task from Lim Swee Tim (poem, short stories,novelette) everybody was apparently dazed particularly me myself..cause i knew I'm not good in writing like others..^_^**holding 'masih'**

It did give me a big worry and I was petrified as he asked us to write 5poems, 3short stories and a novelette..Sometimes, thinking that this is sort of persecution on me..Seems like it singling me out!

While doing this, I find it was hard and difficult..weary..I knew i was not able to negotiate all the difficulties successfully...people around me can see all of my tears, angry, insanity and madness toward this...hahaha..

I seized this weekend...dis-emptying every single days in front of my laptop, letting my fingers dancing on the keyboard, creating a loyalty side of my eyes to the screen, putting myself sit vividly on the chair+ a small pillow at the back..
-huuhhh-
finishing up all of his work=)**the writer**
Special thanks is owing to him for letting us gaining an experience to become a good writer like him..I knew everybody was unbelieving that they will obtain the prose unconsciously(perhaps we can compile it some days..ahaks)..apparently we won't do it without being asked by a lecturer....
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Now..preparing myself to another assignments that are waiting for me to come and grab them away from the list
Hope path ahead is clear and some sort of serenity is waiting for me..no more tears girl!!=)
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-some captures "dari meja pengarang"

"sepi itu indah...,"
-pengarang

...my serenity...

**all these four-need to be balanced**

nasi kerabu rejectttt...!!!

**please exclude the fork and spoon on ur views of dis pic..i'm using my hand oke!**
Me and my bro went out to have nasi kerabu as our lunch..As he woke up and text me to search for nasi kerabu..We went to Bangi merely to fullfill our shaky belly with nasi kerabu...Entering a restaurant named "Restaurant Nasi Kerabu" stated out of the restaurant such exchanging our hungry face to a big smile...
As we entered the restaurant and looked for nasi kerabu...we were apparently dazed when we saw they were plenty of dishes on the big table but just a small table for nasi kerabu..mumbling to myself..(ak rse kt lua 2 punye la besa tlis restoran nsi kerabu)
.....dazing m.o.d.e....
When the man served and put it on the table..my bro unpatiently brought the plate near him..The moment his finger touched the rice had startled me.."arghh..reject..nsi lembik"..
hahahaa..seeing my bro finished it insincerely...

my bro's car with a new "sayap" at the back
can't wait to step into dis ride
nk blik cri nsi krabu xlembik kt kg ak...kah3

I wish you were here....................

....Once a month, girls might feel this way....

That night, when I saw Thah and Frank were texting their bfs', consciously and intentionally I grabbed my phone from my bag. Typed a few words on the screen and with a solid hope I send it to him (even i knew "maritex"-a system in Japan did caused this problem for about 2weeks) noooo! FAILED!!
That night, I slept in my lonely mind..with a tumbled-down feeling...
...I was sleeping but my sleep is half awake...
...I prayed for this heart not to be sad...
The next day, I tried to sign in my YM..4about an hour I have to wait, but it was still not connected...Felt it's like to rolling down through my cheek but a small voice was telling me i shouldn't...But it was just for a few seconds, the voices had deserted and faded away from me...I began to cry...Cried and cried..Cried like the rain is pouring down..like I was swimming in an ocean all alone...ups and down...highs and lows...Nothing and no one could heal my sadness...
Felt like I narrowed to a calmness when I can call him with YM...His voice such walked into my life to stop my tears and disappeared as I can tell him how hard I faced to contact him...I slowly began to stop crying...His joke always drifted my sadness away...
Sometimes..all the miles that separated us make me weary...
BUT
***the time we spent apart make our love grow stronger***
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GOD..make us strong with our relationship---waiting for 6march;( ---

what a stupid job???

Sneaked out with my room mate last Sunday even having lots of work!!
Zinie had been forced to went out with me!! hehe

**like in dwarf hidden cottage**
setting : bus stop at fbmk
captured by: zinie+her hand

**znie showed her rabbit teeth**
captured by: my hand
setting : 4th floor at mines
We were walking back in uncrowded since it was raining..But there were two freak guys next 2 us..wearing earings and big bangle with a tight skinny polka dots jeans..huuh..did they tried to through a sort of unrespectful or an amazement to us?? ..When felt that they were eyesore among eyesores..we exchanged our slow pace for a full-stop, tried to gave them way to walked in front of us..
yaa..they did it but they used a shortcut and we were up ahead in the distance and using unusuall way..but we met at the junction..quite frightened with them..
With a stare of dissatisfaction they looked at me and zinie..Afterwards, could see comuter bus..we ran to the bus and both of them gave a big guffaw to us !!(mcm nk tgolek2 ats jln diorg ktwe..mmg xde kje) hey!..nothing is funny! then we realized they just startled us by doing that..damn!!! it's not even did intimidate us oke!
....huuuuuuhhh....crazy rite??
but..felt so thankful that they were just played that stupid game rather than harming or snatching our things..huhu**reflection of us**
captured by : znie's hand
setting : MINES's toitoi

p/s: Anyway thanks zinie for outzzz with me
Pora: Thanks for treat our lunch=)

GIRLSS: Be carefull when you go out ok!

a story of an ancient laptop..

***laptopku y suda usang..isk3***

When my laptop is getting slow, dank and improperly working, it did created a big worry for me.. When i tried to log it off it' getting hang..i felt uneasiness because i did not heed and good in any computer things..haha..When it's hang, i took off the charger from my laptop furiously( that's what i always did..easy rite?) perhaps some days it's going to affect the mother board(as i heard what others said..btol ke?)

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It's close to the very inmost, ultimate things in life for me..not only for me myself i think as well as others used it daily and nightly..huuuuhh

Thinking of lots assignments and Dr. Rosli's journals that need to be submitted...

t.h.i.n.k.i.n.g mode

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As usuall, when problems regarding my stuff seems like encircled me..i'll call my brother..hiiii**2engineers from DENSO that always said proud to be DENSORIAN***

I could see my bro and his friend were ready to overhaul my laptop =)

After checking all the things in my laptop, both of them said that everything had huddled inside it and dishevelled by thousands of virus stubbornly..

having 2antivirus(how came yaa..?tp btimbun jgk virus..), football manager, wwe..all of those things is not mine actually..

**winking everybody**

After a long incessantly repairing+talking+joking+eating they drove home back..

huuuhhh

my eyes apparently showed my vivacity and a song of satisfaction were singing at the edge of my happiness having a newborn immaculate laptop...hahaha

thanks to abe lie and his friend(just know him as MAMAT denso..hee)

p/s: don't be so stolidly about your laptop

do care and know about your laptop;)

Whoa Willow...kablam dabush!!

*whoa willow! here i come! wink3*

when i woke up that morning, one soft and grace voice seems like whispering to me.."taq, xleh g tgk teater ptg ni..clas gnti ptg ni"..arghhhh..nooooo!!! an exploding shot of frustrated is what i've on that time..a deadly dope melody seems like to play in my heart..felt that the battle of Jefferson will began..i'm thinking of "Whoa Willow" in the final throes..so sad..i'm still lying on my bed..thinking who i wanted to call to keep accompanied me..huhu
1. my brother
is the one in my list that will be forced to come along with me..hehe
but think again about the list..ohhh no..asked him to walked within the line will just gave me an answer..
"owhhh..mls laa..meh nk g anta..teater lama sgt.."
even i don't know that this sentence will came out from him, rather than not i cancelled my intention because i was afraid to hear this...huuuu
*****emmmm..keep thinking*****
grabbed my phone and gave call to thah,an intended answer i got.."sori taq, xleh teme taq"..huhu
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but...felt the world is mine when thah called me back and said "ok taq, on!!!!, frank pun nk join skali.."yeayeyy=)

then, trios of girls in shoes with a different looks each:
1.thah: looked so feminine in her pink dress
2.frank: looked very casual with t-shirt and vest

3.me: looked so simple with white t-shirt and jeansfrank, thah,taq: captured by taq

we were waiting for the comuter bus until najat phoned me..

"taq, g x teater?lau g ad member bw kte..leh g skali"..."ok! set...!! that's what we are waiting for.."frank said
musa and najat came and we went to dewan bandaraya KL and be there at3.pm..when got the ticket from dean and met some of x-pcians..we entered to the auditoriom to watch that daa booomm WHOA WILLOW!!
the WHOA WILLOW's ticket..price:RM18

congratulations to Jebon, one of the main characters in that teater and other UITM teslians on their regal, superb and tantalizing appearance and for a great super fabulous performance! yeaaa....
finished the teater at 5.40pm and we headed down the street to SOGO to had our lunch+dinner..
we were unceasing talking,chating,joking,eating..everybody looks so mature now since we haven't met each other after SPM..(except for some of them=)
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met all of xpcian was unforgettable moment..(azah,tirah,issz,najat,muso,yb,dean,tajud,ciko tam,ciko J,jepah, and 1 more guy..sori can't remembered his name,oh my GODNESS)
hope can met again in next reunion in march yaaa!!

** x-mjsc pc 04/05** captured by:frank

***TEATER is a beautiful secret of life***
so, those who are not interested with art,come and watch this first=)

my thursday going out z!

**which 1 i preferred most?**winking2 lg..;)

Yesterday was fulled with tiredness+enjoyment..hanging out with by, adik n ayong..=) finished dr lim swee tin class at 3.35p.m. .walking on the small alley to the bus stop at FBMK..

having my lunch at 5.15p.m. chicken and mushroom blackpepper sizzling+honeydew juice
***xbest sgt pn but bcoz i'm intoxicted with desire+lpr..bantai je!! kikikiii***
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we were crawling up to the JUST K at 4th floor perhaps..fullfilling our intended feeling to sing..yeah!!! everybody turned to a freak superstar bcoz of that silly mic! damn crime!!
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pray
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do little shopping
feel so frustrated with that dress(red+white..so sweet)
after seek advice from my gengmate
adik,by n ayong: Ma..beng r ma..ketakk..nt pyoh nk napah..haha
ungrabbed that dress is the best way
than getting sick of it!
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i was seek for thousand answers..hmm..unfitted my body means i'm getting chubby now? ohhh...noooo
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supper (original chicken+cheesy wedges+milo)
(this is your answer how and why you are getting chubby intaq!)
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took a cab to UPM at 11.pm
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really enjoyed my thursday nite=)

***sorry no pictures taken..memory full during karoake session..hehee..how came yaa!!***

i'm back...!!!

**colour ur life..my oranges dress**winking3***

Even 6days of this 2010 had already past..it is still not even too late for me to write on my blog..huuuuuhh..4 a very long period of time i was creating loneliness in my blog..kakaaa..This new 2010 gives me such a wonderful strength for me to go on living....=)
Try to be happy for this semester...oppss..not try actually...but I am truly happy now..

thank GOD..i'd got confronted for it. After all the madness, sickness and sadness that i have been through in the previous semester..huhuu..(it's very painful 4me..)
I promised to navigate myself to a happy m.o.d.e after this..hope my pack schedule toward this semester will help me ignoring and forgetting it =)

**my 5kg's lit book..hiii..do make myself busy and cramped my shoulder this sem**



THANKS
1. to my sister..4always listening on every of my single problem and heart-broken..i luv..
2. my roomate..zinie..keep accompanied me not even me..but my feeling and my sadness especially during the test and final..
3.frens..who knew all about this..**znie..same height wif me..tallest belong to yaya**


...ALSO HIM...
there is no words i can say for you..
your jokes that always take my tears away
your patience and understanding that always make me calm
your "coolness" are the perfect lullaby to me

**waiting 4dis cute little pinkish**

DESERTED YOUR LIFE AWAY FROM SICKNESS
...just believe that everything is HIS fate...
always cherising your life..
LIFE IS THE GREATEST GIFT FROM GOD TO US!!!

adik n by
wish both of you'll be happy at your new bungalow in S.Alam oke! wikikiii
gonna miss you here..
call me if wanna go for karoake yaaa!!**by n adik in their fav t-shirt;p ..perhaps this is the best capture of urs..hehe**

GOD..make me STRONG..

it was the hardiest time here..

i don't want 2 remember it again n again...

so hard 4 me..

so sad..

i need 2 control myself on dat time..

i need 2 control my feelings..

force me 2 study 4da test (since i've got so many test on dat week)

when i'm starting 2 read,i'm starting 2 cry..
when i'm praying,i'm starting 2 cry...

all i know on that time is just crying..

tq D.I.E.R..4always be wif me..

give me call when u got my msg..

tq 4 alwayz supporting me all my hardiest time..

no one in this world know me the way u know me

also 2 my sista who knows about this..

feel so lucky 2 have a sister like u..

u r a GREAT SISTER in the world..!!

i need 2 be strong..4my study..4my life..4my parents n 4my future...

GOD...give me strength..make me vigor..

~believe that everything is HIS fate~

...my dip gRaDuatiON...

**after the diploma giving session**

After 3years giving all of my efforts...
attending the class..
doing the assignments..
making the presentations...

Alhamdulillah i got a diploma...

~THANK GOD~

wanna thank my mom n dad 4always be wif me...
supporting me in my study..
giving me money..(ble ptptn da nk abs,hehe)
i luv u mok n abah...

also thanks to Madam Azizah 4being a great n kind dean 4 all the teslianzz
(i think other teslianz also will say so)
thanks madam..
we all love u..
n hoping that we will also have a great dean like you when we are in UPM...

to ex-teslianzz..
glad to have cosmate like all of u guys..
wish all of u the happiness n hope that we can success in our future undertakings..

**hope can take a sip of hot coffee with all of u 5years later**

i was happy doing Tesl there..
even sometimes i found a the hardiest time in my life when i was there...
let it become the secret of my life...

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one beautiful orientation week in UPM

**miemi,yan n taq..(kami berorientasi)**

long time haven't updating my blog...
huhu...coz i am so much busy with the retarded exhausting orientation week...
(still can feel the tiredness even it's already leave a few days before)..
i need to wake up early in the morning..feel so lazy to leave my blanket during that week..
but..that's what i need to do..huhu



it's more terrible when i got stomach-ache(probably gastrix**) during the registration day..
i was vomitting in my bro's car...**sori abe lie,hihi...


feel wanna go home on that time especially when my dad n my bro need to leave me here..isk3


but i am able to go through dat week..thank GOD...